Hi world, please keep my side of the world together as I feel like it's having a major earthquake.

Of late I came across an unexpected situation, a situation that left me feeling useless. But I have to say that things are starting to look a little better. Like they say there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. so no matter how long you've been trapped in a situation there will always be a way out as long as you don't give up trying to find for that exit. It's all about learning from the mistake you made and just move on from there. I realized that there was no point me running away from the matter but instead look at it as another hurdle in life that I had to cross.
sometimes when things get hard, you feel like running away from it and that was what I wanted to do. to run away and hide and to leave whatever I had behind. But I thought again before I allowed that thought to run through my mind a second time. If someone were to ask me if there was anything I would wish to change about my life right now, I would simply tell them, My life ain't perfect but I choose to make the best out of it and there is nothing  I would wish  to change because I know that whatever hardship I go through, there will always be someone out there helping me through it. As he would always tell me" don't worry, everything is going to be okay, I've got your back" Just this sentence puts me at ease and helps me to dissolve all the worries in my mind.

thank you. (: 

holding on so tight. I feel like i'm falling. I feel like i'm breaking apart. I wish i was invisible. I wish i was here no more.

Bessies timetable is so horrible.): Hopefully we will work something out! haha. Meeting my sweethearts for lunch and shopping tomorrow! 
We decided to have some sakae sushi! and Upon that decision I became a very happy girl cause I have been craving for sushi for a rather long time. ): and it is finally going to be satisfied tomorrow! (: hehee
oh and yes, training today was alright, played a half an hour game with the boys. I guess we did alright, but once the boys started stepping, it was hard to really touch them.
Anyways, I have a game this coming Sunday! Neebo! and it is going to be held at SJI international. Rather odd! but ah wells!  thereafter I have some dinner at my church! so! I guess my week is fully filled. ): 

loving more and more each day. (:

Spent two days away from home and had a stayover at my boy's house! It was great. We baked cookies yesterday! 
It taste soo good. (: (: Right now, my tummy is growling for lunch. ): Gonna head over for training later! 
But the worse thing of all is that I left my shoes at home and I didn't bring my house keys! soooo! I have to go all the way down to my dad's office, grab the keys then go home and get the stuff for training. It's so troublesome. ): But ah wells, it's got to be done cause training today is a must. ): 

loving can be hard at times cause it hurts. But when you really love that person you will be patient cause you choose to love the person for who he is. He will change.
You know that you can survive without him but you'll be at your worst.
All I have to say that being in love is the best ride to take, but this ride has many obstacles and it's never going to be a smooth journey. But every obstacle you come across should never be a reason to stop loving. Instead embrace those obstacles and solve it. Solving these problems only makes the relationship stronger never weaker.

Went to a veryyy remote place to spend quality with my favourite girls yesterday. Let's just say the start of the day till the end of the day was an exciting ride. We went swimming! watched a couple of movies and just passed the day and night together in each other's company. We made a pact with each other that the four of us have to meet up at least once every 2  weeks when school has started. As for now, we'll meet every week. (: (:

















 
 
lastly, we're always be together in hard times and happy. I'll be there for you like you're always there for me.

Wishing Monday could come right now. ): I have so many things I need to tell you. ): hahaha.
Alrights, I have decided that tomorrow is going to be a day of which i spend with my family.
First! I shall force myself to the gym tomorrow thereafter, it's probably out with the folks. (: 

 love can bring two people on a journey so unexpected.

SIgh. Just when I thought the day could end on a good note.

Just got back my results. And I have to say it was horrible. My GPA was rather disappointing. ): This just means that i have to really step it up next semester and work doubly hard to make it up for what i have lost for this semester. ): But ah wells! all is said and done.
I shall promise myself one thing. Which is to be at my best next sem.
As for now, playyyy all i can! and once the hols are over! NOOO MOREEE PLAYING. hahaa.
alrights, i gotta chao now. the weather looks veryyy veryyy threatening. Hopefully! it won't rain till I get to the train station! 
fingers crossed. hahaa.

For you: 
Dearest girl, hang in there. (:
I'll be here for you. (: 

When you've found someone special in your life, you'll always place that person before yourself simply because you love that person. It's easy to fall in love but hard to keep love going. Being in a relationship can be hard at times but it's definitely a ride worth taking.

Made a trip down to SPCA today! The doggies there were gorgeous. There's this particular dog called guiness. He was absolutely adorable. When he smelled Ben he got pretty excited and started jumping around. Guess he smelled pepper! (: Anyways we left SPCA not long after we got there cause there was really nothing much to see. Thereafter we headed backkk home! Broought pepper boyyyy for a walk in the evening! took a couple of sprints with him! (: it was nice. (: 
Today ended on a good note with a nice dinner with the family.
EXECPT for the part where daddy totally pissed me off. hhaha.
Training tomorrow! (: my muscles are still aching as hell. ): hehe.
anyways! tution tomorrow? yes? noooo? hmmmm..

Love can get you down sometimes but when you truly love is when you have really understood what is it to be loved. 

Life is so short. Unimaginable. One minute you're here and one minute you're gone. Always treasure the ones you love cause you will never know how long they will be there to love and guide you. Show them the love  that you feel for them, don't take each other for granted, don't take life for granted. Death can come expectedly, death can come unknowingly. You will never know what is planned ahead for you. Always live life to the fullest. Take every day like it is going to be your last day. Treasure,love and honour.

Hi Worlddddd. Just got back from Hong Kong.
Why does everything seem to be crumbling down? Why cant you be more supportive of what i like to do.
You cant seem to ever place yourself in my shoes for one moment. Dads never make life easy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABYGIL!!! (:
welcome home and happy 17th birthday. Love you much.


I would say that this is the best we've ever had.
Hard  times are bound to come and go, But when we're
able to brave through everything we will then know
how strong the friendship is.
You're still special in everyway.
Love you much.
happy 17th birthday.

I'm off to Hong kong soon!
Now YOU take care. I'll be gone for four days! Silly as it may sound, but i'm gonna miss you like tomorrow is never going to come.
And Adegil babies! will miss you twoooo!
andddd GAIL CHAI SHIYINGGGG! take care favourite girl! see you in a few days! muacksss!
love you you you and YOU! (: (: (:

To the STC clique,
A good half a year has passed since we stepped out of the IJ gates. The place where we felt comfort, where we felt like we belonged, where it all felt like home. Now we're out there striving to do our best where ever we are. But all I have to say that where ever I go, no place would ever beat the times I've had with you all back in school.
The special ones:
1. Gail Chai : For being the best friend I could ever find. Things weren't always easy for our friendship but we have braved through everything
and back to where we are today. Love you! 

2.Adeline yapppppp! : You're always there like a mummy to me. Wouldn't imagine what it'll be like without you. (: You and your very lame jokes and your perfection in everything. Love youuu! (:

2. Khoongeok : Never forgetting the silly times we've had. Girlfriends? (:

3.Kai lyn: Oh the never ending amount of trouble that we would get into together. Always being late for class,Always eating in mrs gan's class! hahaha. You and your seaweeds, fries and all the other snacks! me and my hello panda. (: Always be my partner in crime. (:

4.Olivia Cheong: Never ending silly laughter about our korean japanese craze! Leaving the silly two dumbos behind while they catch no ball. remembering those days just makes me smile. (: Miss you! 

5. Wenna Yeo! : Sec 3 and 4 days were just the best with you. (:













somewhere I would call home. (:

What a way to start the day by finally spending time alone with my dearest girl. (: (: We had so much to talk about from the time we met till the time we parted. and that I have to say it  is finally back to the old days. and it was definitely a good decision not to go to town today! I second you on that gail! hahaha. OUR NEXT STOP! THE ZOOOOO! (: 
and of course school on monday. (:
heading back to Stc witth gail,ade and char wu on monday! (: meeting the sweethearts for breakfast then head to school. (: 
Well apart from that, what adds on to the happiness is that exams are finally over! The papers were all alright. Now i'm just keeping my fingers and toes crossed for the results to come out. Right now, I'm faced with a seven week holiday. Shall find a meaningful way to spend it.

Trust is the key to making a relationship work. But it's always easier said then done. It takes alot of effort to trust a person whole heartedly. especially someone you're so afraid of losing because you simply love that person so much.
But after awhileyou will  realize that sometimes all you need is to let it go, to let yourself dwell in the moment and to slowly learn to fall within each other's trust zone. The obstacle of trust is hard to overcome but when two people hold on tight together and overcome this obstacle, it will make the relationship so much stronger.Love is to trust and honour each other in every way and never walk away from anything just to avoid the problem.

There are some things in life that we have to give up in order to allow even more important things to enter into our lives. No one ever said that substaining a relationship was going to be easy. It takes a lot of effort, trust and understanding to make things work.
At the end of the day you will realize that the one who will be there for you through thick and thin will be the one who truly loves you.