sometimes when things get hard, you feel like running away from it and that was what I wanted to do. to run away and hide and to leave whatever I had behind. But I thought again before I allowed that thought to run through my mind a second time. If someone were to ask me if there was anything I would wish to change about my life right now, I would simply tell them, My life ain't perfect but I choose to make the best out of it and there is nothing I would wish to change because I know that whatever hardship I go through, there will always be someone out there helping me through it. As he would always tell me" don't worry, everything is going to be okay, I've got your back" Just this sentence puts me at ease and helps me to dissolve all the worries in my mind.
thank you. (:
Bessies timetable is so horrible.): Hopefully we will work something out! haha. Meeting my sweethearts for lunch and shopping tomorrow!
We decided to have some sakae sushi! and Upon that decision I became a very happy girl cause I have been craving for sushi for a rather long time. ): and it is finally going to be satisfied tomorrow! (: hehee
oh and yes, training today was alright, played a half an hour game with the boys. I guess we did alright, but once the boys started stepping, it was hard to really touch them.
Anyways, I have a game this coming Sunday! Neebo! and it is going to be held at SJI international. Rather odd! but ah wells! thereafter I have some dinner at my church! so! I guess my week is fully filled. ):
loving more and more each day. (:
It taste soo good. (: (: Right now, my tummy is growling for lunch. ): Gonna head over for training later!
But the worse thing of all is that I left my shoes at home and I didn't bring my house keys! soooo! I have to go all the way down to my dad's office, grab the keys then go home and get the stuff for training. It's so troublesome. ): But ah wells, it's got to be done cause training today is a must. ):
You know that you can survive without him but you'll be at your worst.
All I have to say that being in love is the best ride to take, but this ride has many obstacles and it's never going to be a smooth journey. But every obstacle you come across should never be a reason to stop loving. Instead embrace those obstacles and solve it. Solving these problems only makes the relationship stronger never weaker.
lastly, we're always be together in hard times and happy. I'll be there for you like you're always there for me.
Alrights, I have decided that tomorrow is going to be a day of which i spend with my family.
First! I shall force myself to the gym tomorrow thereafter, it's probably out with the folks. (:
love can bring two people on a journey so unexpected.
I shall promise myself one thing. Which is to be at my best next sem.
As for now, playyyy all i can! and once the hols are over! NOOO MOREEE PLAYING. hahaa.
alrights, i gotta chao now. the weather looks veryyy veryyy threatening. Hopefully! it won't rain till I get to the train station!
fingers crossed. hahaa.
For you:
Dearest girl, hang in there. (:
I'll be here for you. (:
Made a trip down to SPCA today! The doggies there were gorgeous. There's this particular dog called guiness. He was absolutely adorable. When he smelled Ben he got pretty excited and started jumping around. Guess he smelled pepper! (: Anyways we left SPCA not long after we got there cause there was really nothing much to see. Thereafter we headed backkk home! Broought pepper boyyyy for a walk in the evening! took a couple of sprints with him! (: it was nice. (:
Today ended on a good note with a nice dinner with the family.
EXECPT for the part where daddy totally pissed me off. hhaha.
Training tomorrow! (: my muscles are still aching as hell. ): hehe.
anyways! tution tomorrow? yes? noooo? hmmmm..
Love can get you down sometimes but when you truly love is when you have really understood what is it to be loved.
Why does everything seem to be crumbling down? Why cant you be more supportive of what i like to do.
You cant seem to ever place yourself in my shoes for one moment. Dads never make life easy.
welcome home and happy 17th birthday. Love you much.
I would say that this is the best we've ever had.
Hard times are bound to come and go, But when we're
able to brave through everything we will then know
how strong the friendship is.
You're still special in everyway.
Love you much.
happy 17th birthday.
I'm off to Hong kong soon!
Now YOU take care. I'll be gone for four days! Silly as it may sound, but i'm gonna miss you like tomorrow is never going to come.
And Adegil babies! will miss you twoooo!
andddd GAIL CHAI SHIYINGGGG! take care favourite girl! see you in a few days! muacksss!
love you you you and YOU! (: (: (:
A good half a year has passed since we stepped out of the IJ gates. The place where we felt comfort, where we felt like we belonged, where it all felt like home. Now we're out there striving to do our best where ever we are. But all I have to say that where ever I go, no place would ever beat the times I've had with you all back in school.
The special ones:
1. Gail Chai : For being the best friend I could ever find. Things weren't always easy for our friendship but we have braved through everything
and back to where we are today. Love you!
2.Adeline yapppppp! : You're always there like a mummy to me. Wouldn't imagine what it'll be like without you. (: You and your very lame jokes and your perfection in everything. Love youuu! (:
2. Khoongeok : Never forgetting the silly times we've had. Girlfriends? (:
3.Kai lyn: Oh the never ending amount of trouble that we would get into together. Always being late for class,Always eating in mrs gan's class! hahaha. You and your seaweeds, fries and all the other snacks! me and my hello panda. (: Always be my partner in crime. (:
4.Olivia Cheong: Never ending silly laughter about our korean japanese craze! Leaving the silly two dumbos behind while they catch no ball. remembering those days just makes me smile. (: Miss you!
5. Wenna Yeo! : Sec 3 and 4 days were just the best with you. (:
somewhere I would call home. (:
and of course school on monday. (:
heading back to Stc witth gail,ade and char wu on monday! (: meeting the sweethearts for breakfast then head to school. (:
Well apart from that, what adds on to the happiness is that exams are finally over! The papers were all alright. Now i'm just keeping my fingers and toes crossed for the results to come out. Right now, I'm faced with a seven week holiday. Shall find a meaningful way to spend it.
Trust is the key to making a relationship work. But it's always easier said then done. It takes alot of effort to trust a person whole heartedly. especially someone you're so afraid of losing because you simply love that person so much.
But after awhileyou will realize that sometimes all you need is to let it go, to let yourself dwell in the moment and to slowly learn to fall within each other's trust zone. The obstacle of trust is hard to overcome but when two people hold on tight together and overcome this obstacle, it will make the relationship so much stronger.Love is to trust and honour each other in every way and never walk away from anything just to avoid the problem.
Had bstats paper today and it was alright. I have to say that I struggled with this subject at the start but all ends well. or at least i think it all ended well! hahaa.
Anyways, I realized that there are several things about human nature, the more we know that it's not right to do something, the more we will want to go towards that direction. Why so? I can never figure that out.
And when we're in that shithole, the ones who bring us out are the ones that we never treasured much in life.
We can just simply put it this way, "people take life for granted but when something bad happens we will realize that life is worth a whole more then we think."
Soooo! anyways! I'm meeting the girls tmr morning! Just like old times? I can't wait. (:
Tmr will be the day that I am going to run my final lap as i get ready for my last two papers.
Once the exams are over! HELLO HONG KONGGG!! MAMAS' HERE! (: (: HAHAHHAHA. I will be leaving on the 2nd and back home to reality on the 6th! I'll miss you and you and you and most importantly and most definitely YOU. hahaha!
Alrights, I should get to bed now.
love you world!
At the end of the day you will realize that the one who will be there for you through thick and thin will be the one who truly loves you.
